Night Time Reflect...

This year, 2018, started off without a hiatus for me to catch my breath. Albeit quick, it was a good start! Now, on the other hand, I feel as though lessons have started to cling to the bandwagon and bombard me with a way of viewing life through a different style of lens. The irony, however, is that I have been visually hindered for a lot of my life, so the idea of switching out glasses of another style should not be that difficult to comprehend and assimilate. It is now making sense that I need to just put them on…  I made and make mistakes — we all do. But what we learn from them and how we move forward is the deciding trait that determines our continued character growth; whether it is positive or negative.  I recently went back home to visit family. It was a relatively short trip. The people that showed up were my mother and my pops and my high school coach. There were a few other people that came through that gave me that warm feeling of support that I think everyone needs. It was beautiful! I mean that.  On the contrary, the people that brought a bit of disappointment and film me with that embarrassing emotion of contempt left me reverting back to the memories if why I needed a change in my life. People that were far that I came to see brought out this feeling as well as those close by, that I see almost every day, elicited that same feeling. Subsequently, I decided that I’m not going to deal with it anymore. I’m finding David Andrew Berry and I’m building from there. I think it is a slight waste of my time and the positive and negative people’s time to reach for an unarmed hand to shake. I’ll just keep my happiness and build from there!     I’ll post more on this subject later. All is well.